Bummed...

So, I'm kinda bummed out. Just spoke to a friend of mine. One of my very best friends. He seems to think that I should do something that's incredibly easy for him, but not so much for me. He thinks that the only way I can get the job I want is to move and get a non-paid internship somewhere. Now... that is not crazy talk, but he's forgetting that something like that is not as easy for me as it is for him. I put on a brave face. I'm pretty damn awesome if I do say so myself, but at the very same time I'm kinda fragile. I want so much, but my disability makes it difficult for me to do a lot of things I would love to do to get the many things that I want.


My good friend just got a job out in L.A. He, by the way, gets pretty much every major thing he wants and he has no trouble getting rid of all of his worldly possessions. He's a fighter, but also a lucky S.O.B. :). I wish I was like him... then again, I wish i could feel my toes. We don't always get what we want. As much as I want to take giant leaps of faith, I think it will be a complete tragedy if I fail. So it kinda sucks when someone implies I'm not doing everything I could. Because like I've said, applying for jobs... is my job. So yeah, I'm bummed and I don't know if that's because, he's right or not.


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~Chronically Unemployed